ok new rule: if you’re gonna call me “cute” you have to specify whether you mean “cute like a little girl/baby animal” or “cute enough to bang mercilessly”


if I had a twin I would go into crowds of strangers and profess my love to someone and then say “if our love isn’t meant to be, I will go back in time and slap myself” and then my twin would burst in and slap me


I usually hate driving but I guess some days it’s alright. … Like today!

I went to a picnic today. I was hoping there would be a bunch of people but only about twenty or so were there. That was alright… Because R was there. I mean. Okay. I texted him earlier this week asking him before if he was going and he said he’ll go if I’ll go and I told him I wanted to go. So I got there and my friends were trying to BBQ the meat. I got bored of waiting so I asked R if he wanted to go to the water with me. I walked in and he didn’t want to at first, but then he did :). We talked for a bit and then I wanted to go to the playground so we walked there. Once we got to the swing, we played for a bit and talked and then walked back to the table. The meat started cooking so we helped. He stood next to me and we just talked with my other friend.

Later we needed more charcoal. He looked at me and I was somewhat surprised because I was hoping someone else would go get it because I don’t like driving, but he or I… I don’t remember but I went. We went to target together and looked for the charcoal, came back and sat down and ate.

This guy talked to me. Ewwww I wish he didn’t. I really wish he didn’t. He got my number too and I just ugh. I wish I didn’t give it to him. And I wish I had turned my back and ignored him. We waited for my friend to come back before we left so we could say bye to him.

As we were walking to my car we talked about what just happened. He was on fb and then he started listening to my conversation with the guy. Grrr. Why didn’t he say anything?? I mean I didn’t expect him to. He shouldn’t have because it was between me and that guy but ughhhh.

Anyways! I had to stop by my cousin’s house to pick some food up. My cousins are ran outside to go talk to him…. -_- I hope they didn’t embarrass me. I asked R and they didn’t say much. We talked about our family.

Then! Hahskdlekejebjdjjsskkskshjdievddkkdnee.
Okay. Okay okay okay.

He asked me if I liked sushi and I told him I did. He said this sushi place near school had this dish that was really good for $15 and that the restaurant is opening in my city and he said we should go together. And I told him we should! It sounds good. I hope I sounded like I really wanted to go because I was concentrating on driving but I really hope he does take me!

Driving home after picking him up was idk. Lol I … Mmm I kept smiling and blushing and my chest felt warm and my heart was beating fast and I couldn’t stop thinking about it and I’m really looking forward to it. Like really really really looking forward to it.

I get so nervous around him and Idk… Do I like him? I mean I felt really guilty for going clubbing today because I knew he’s never been there plus I didn’t want to dance with any guys or check them out cause I have feelings for someone. All I wanted was for him to be there with me.

Soo… Yes… That was my day. I really want to text him but it’s like.. What do I say? Haha. I can’t wait for august… No like two more weeks! I get to hangout with him again for like almost the whole day. And I can’t wait to see him. Hmm. Maybe I should visit him at work.

Does he find me annoying?? Cause I don’t want him to think I am. I am annoying him right? :(

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